Sunday, December 02, 2007
Open House
Well it's finally over! I'll have some pictures to post tomorrow hopefully. It was a long but good day. I enjoyed myself and actually sold some of my pieces!
Open House
Well it's finally a memory and a great one at that! I'll have some pictures to post tomorrow hopefully. It was a long but good day. I enjoyed myself and actually sold some of my pieces. Vanessa and Ron both sold lots of stuff and I do believe everyone was happy at the results. The barn looked so neat all lit up. I hope that I'll be invited to join in the fun again!
I was somewhat surprised that Kay did not show up today. I really thought that she would come if only to talk my ear off about Dana, she's normally that way.. I guess maybe she did pick up on my tone in the email. That takes a lot of pressure off me. I need a break from the chaotic mess that is her life. The mind is a powerful enabler in times of trouble isn't it? We can make ourselves believe almost anything. It really amazes me how laid back she is about losing her children. Kay told me in the last email that she's afraid she might not be able to keep this one. Don't know why that would be, don't care to know, but somehow already do? Did that make sense?
It's been stressful the last few days. There's been so much on my mind and so much going on that I can't make my mind stop. I'm having extremely restless sleep too when I do sleep which isn't helping. I've had this problem for what seems to be forever and it comes and goes. It's been a few years though since the last duration. The only way I can describe it is that it's like being fully awake but slightly dosing. I'm dosing in slow-wave sleep. Going back and forth between Alpha and Theta. Not at all going into REM. The last time this happened it lasted for nearly 1 week. I wish I knew for certain what causes it. It sure doesn't help with DSPS but it worries me some after reading about a fatal sleep disorder where you are unable to fall into REM and eventually it will kill you. Luckily for me it comes and goes.
There's strange things in the air. I feel something coming. Don't worry though, I'll dress warm :)
The link below is pretty cool.
When I die I want to be a diamond and given to someone that will love me.
http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,3604,1361676,00.html
I was somewhat surprised that Kay did not show up today. I really thought that she would come if only to talk my ear off about Dana, she's normally that way.. I guess maybe she did pick up on my tone in the email. That takes a lot of pressure off me. I need a break from the chaotic mess that is her life. The mind is a powerful enabler in times of trouble isn't it? We can make ourselves believe almost anything. It really amazes me how laid back she is about losing her children. Kay told me in the last email that she's afraid she might not be able to keep this one. Don't know why that would be, don't care to know, but somehow already do? Did that make sense?
It's been stressful the last few days. There's been so much on my mind and so much going on that I can't make my mind stop. I'm having extremely restless sleep too when I do sleep which isn't helping. I've had this problem for what seems to be forever and it comes and goes. It's been a few years though since the last duration. The only way I can describe it is that it's like being fully awake but slightly dosing. I'm dosing in slow-wave sleep. Going back and forth between Alpha and Theta. Not at all going into REM. The last time this happened it lasted for nearly 1 week. I wish I knew for certain what causes it. It sure doesn't help with DSPS but it worries me some after reading about a fatal sleep disorder where you are unable to fall into REM and eventually it will kill you. Luckily for me it comes and goes.
There's strange things in the air. I feel something coming. Don't worry though, I'll dress warm :)
The link below is pretty cool.
When I die I want to be a diamond and given to someone that will love me.
http://www.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,3604,1361676,00.html
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