Fly

Today I start anew.
I feel amazing.

Things 'round' here have been getting a little better. Slow coming but progress none the less.
I haven't let go but I'm reaching out. I wanna fly .

I woke up and decided to quit my job.

It was incredible and the weight just fell off.
I'm not sure yet what I will do, but right now, I don't care.
I just want to be in this moment and enjoy it before it slips away.

The stress of home has eased, for today anyway. It's up and down.
It's got to get easier, cause I don't think it can get any worse.

My tounge is tied

Rick and I let his brother move in about 6 months ago. Mostly because he had no where to go. It truly started with the best intentions. We wanted to help.

It's been extremely difficult for me. I have lost my privacy. I have lost my organized and controlled little world. To make matters worse he doesn't shower and he's a slob. There I said it. It's the truth. I'm not sure that his family fully understands his condition. Or maybe they do? It's bad. He can barely walk, he wobbles. He is nearly at the point where he needs someone to look after him.

I have opened my home however I cannot be that person. I pray for guidance and a whole lotta of patience.

Long Winter

I have grand things planned for this year and no energy to start.

It's been a long winter.

I'm buying my own kiln. I'm so close to being out on my own that it makes me nervous.
The Lord directed my path not only to one artist in clay but two and I believe that
I am ready for this open road in front of me.

There's always frost on the copper heart that lies and waits.